1 day to prom...
2 days to strings chalet...
3 days to melbourne holiday...
10 days to ns enlistment...

time flies so fast ever since a levels ended for me... like there wasn't really enough time for me to enjoy my pokemon/digimon games and watch as much of martha stewart's show on channel 5 in the afternoon... though everything came and went so quickly, i'm actually quite looking forward to the release of a level results... i've no idea what kind of results i will get, but i think it doesn't really matter much to me even if i'm from ip and no o level cert with only psle cert backing up, which is like totally useless... i suddenly felt that i didn't really care about my results, even though my ideal university course requires good results... i'm feeling very weird now...

while looking through the photos from http://freefoto.blogspot.com/, i saw the images about the giant waves on the seafront at seaham, county durham, england, uk... when i was looking at one of the images, i was very inspired so it's now in this post... the photo shows a lighthouse in the midst of those giant waves... the lighthouse seems undisturbed by the raging waves and it really inspires me a lot... i suppose that's why i'm getting a feeling that results are not important... not that i did not have this concept at the beginning, but this photo really pounds this concept right into my brain really hard... there are ups and downs, just like those events happening within the next few days, the next few months, the next few years... probably those are the challenges and rewards that i have to face no matter the circumstances... well, i do believe in each person having their own destiny... some people are just not the right people for certain jobs and careers, but i believe that i can change my own destiny when i hold my destiny within my very own hands...

well, i have never been so philosophical in my blog (i'm not sure whether i have been in the past 3 years)... probably it's becoz of the ns enlistment on the 21st day of freedom from mugging... maybe...

ns in 10 days' time... actually i'm quite excited, though it's the very vigorous physical training phase (ptp) before the actual basic military training (bmt)... dunno why got this feeling, but i think this would be my next phase of my life... (well, everybody says that becoz the general consensus is that ns turns boys into men... dunno whether true or not...) i'm not sure what's in store for me, especially when my fractured left little finger is still experiencing some pain even after 8 months of recovery... 现在的一切还是个未知数，都不知道过后会怎样…还是进去了才一一了解国民服役的情况… never been writing full sentences in chinese ever since o level higher chinese was over... oh well...

haven't got much time to think about scholarship application and university application... about to submit application for psc scholarships, now trying to complete the application process... it really scares me when most of my personal particulars and my parents' particulars are already entered into the system even before i even know of the existence of the application website... efficient government... but then it really worries me coz technology can actually stores people's information so easily, dunno whether if it is safe enough... with firewalls, my worries are halved, but then there are still people out there who knows how to get through those firewalls... i dunno how they do it, and that's what's worrying me... 我的担心可能是多余的也说不定…

i think i should get back finishing up the essay required for the scholarship applciation...

just a note: this could be my last post before ns...

pic of the day: giant waves on the seafront at seaham, county durham, england, uk

1 day to prom...
2 days to strings chalet...
3 days to melbourne holiday...
10 days to ns enlistment...

time flies so fast ever since a levels ended for me... like there wasn't really enough time for me to enjoy my pokemon/digimon games and watch as much of martha stewart's show on channel 5 in the afternoon... though everything came and went so quickly, i'm actually quite looking forward to the release of a level results... i've no idea what kind of results i will get, but i think it doesn't really matter much to me even if i'm from ip and no o level cert with only psle cert backing up, which is like totally useless... i suddenly felt that i didn't really care about my results, even though my ideal university course requires good results... i'm feeling very weird now...

while looking through the photos from http://freefoto.blogspot.com/, i saw the images about the giant waves on the seafront at seaham, county durham, england, uk... when i was looking at one of the images, i was very inspired so it's now in this post... the photo shows a lighthouse in the midst of those giant waves... the lighthouse seems undisturbed by the raging waves and it really inspires me a lot... i suppose that's why i'm getting a feeling that results are not important... not that i did not have this concept at the beginning, but this photo really pounds this concept right into my brain really hard... there are ups and downs, just like those events happening within the next few days, the next few months, the next few years... probably those are the challenges and rewards that i have to face no matter the circumstances... well, i do believe in each person having their own destiny... some people are just not the right people for certain jobs and careers, but i believe that i can change my own destiny when i hold my destiny within my very own hands...

well, i have never been so philosophical in my blog (i'm not sure whether i have been in the past 3 years)... probably it's becoz of the ns enlistment on the 21st day of freedom from mugging... maybe...

ns in 10 days' time... actually i'm quite excited, though it's the very vigorous physical training phase (ptp) before the actual basic military training (bmt)... dunno why got this feeling, but i think this would be my next phase of my life... (well, everybody says that becoz the general consensus is that ns turns boys into men... dunno whether true or not...) i'm not sure what's in store for me, especially when my fractured left little finger is still experiencing some pain even after 8 months of recovery... 现在的一切还是个未知数，都不知道过后会怎样…还是进去了才一一了解国民服役的情况… never been writing full sentences in chinese ever since o level higher chinese was over... oh well...

haven't got much time to think about scholarship application and university application... about to submit application for psc scholarships, now trying to complete the application process... it really scares me when most of my personal particulars and my parents' particulars are already entered into the system even before i even know of the existence of the application website... efficient government... but then it really worries me coz technology can actually stores people's information so easily, dunno whether if it is safe enough... with firewalls, my worries are halved, but then there are still people out there who knows how to get through those firewalls... i dunno how they do it, and that's what's worrying me... 我的担心可能是多余的也说不定…

i think i should get back finishing up the essay required for the scholarship applciation...

just a note: this could be my last post before ns...

pic of the day: giant waves on the seafront at seaham, county durham, england, uk